Nothing much is going on in my life at the moment I’m actually pushing myself in getting ready for school …in my own way which will not be posted for my embarrassment but I think It’s working and I’m helping my friend and his girl which are having problems at the moment … Humm I wonder what he will do when I’m in Florida matter fact I wonder what a lot of my friends are going to do I’m like the paste for my friends they all come to my house to chill and I pull us all together without me I don’t even know how much of them would even hang out not to say they never hang out with each other when I’m not around It’s just doesn’t happen often plus I talk to them like every day and I’m the one that normally decides to do something so if I get a cell phone again there will go my minutes anyways it’s kind of a refreshing feeling to know I’m loved in a way also I’m cleaning my room for the “weekend wrecking” since Friday I have to stop in a friends baby shower and knowing me I’ll sleep In so I’ll do it today… I figured baby showers are for girls but since it’s a close friend I thought I should at least stop in with a gift since I’m invited... Afterwards I’m hanging with Greg like was planned assuming that doesn’t fall through again weird shits been happening lately… god likes to fuck with me when things are going good for a while … so something’s got to be coming up... Or something’s got to give... I think if the phone call I’m going to do doesn’t go the way I want and I get banned that will take the cake for the month but who knows how that will turn out… anyways I need to get my trip to Florida together soon since I want to start school ASAP… and I realized I don’t know if I’m going to be going to Otakon this year which will suck but I shouldn’t be spending money on that if I’m going to go to school besides it will be 2 vacations in a month which is a huge burn on my wallet since I always go down to the beach around that time too which I’m still going too Ocean City woot … hopefully something’s changed down there not much changes from year to year but I go to be in the ocean and the atmosphere not the shops!!!